
Ryder must be going through early sleep regression and I blame day light savings 😴 he won't sleep unless he uses me as a pacifier and so I'm not sleeping.
I'm so out of it I don't know how I made it to work this morning.
#zombiemom
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
how do you tell someone you might be pregnant? i'm not sure i'm pregnant but i want to tell the guy i was sleeping with so he can get me a test. i don't really talk to him and he has a girlfriend so i have no clue what the right way to talk to him is and i'm freaking out

So y'all remember that creepy thirsty mf from the other mornin waking me up at 6am? So he just messaged me again. It's almost 1:30 which means I'm bout to actually go to sleep bc for some reason I cant go to sleep to like 2-3am.
I’m so tired but I can’t sleep. Every time I lay the baby down he wakes up after like 10 minutes. 😴

Advice? I'm not really sure what to say and I'm trying not to be irritated. But I'm not sure how someone doesn't grasp that having a baby changes things and they require a lot of attention. I'm alone with her 95% of the time so when he is here for 2 days, i NEED to clean, do bills, get groceries, try to sleep so I stop hearing voices, etc. But he's a lot more emotional of a person than I am so I also get that he needs the touchiness