Having a rough day emotionally and trying really hard not to say things that I will regret later. It's just really hard when the person that is supposed to love you, the person that created a child with you and asked you to spend your life with him... this man that was supposed to be happily ever after, goes out of his way to make me feel like nothing. To remind me of a hundred ways that I am not good enough for him.
I don't really handle emotion very well and it made me even more upset when I couldn't help but cry while I was making dinner.
I don't know how to move past how I am feeling lately. Or do I even want to??! Idk. I just know that I don't want to feel this way anymore.