Just been really down lately I am pretty much being forced to go back to the job I hate. Pretty much…

Just been really down lately I am pretty much being forced to go back to the job I hate. Pretty much family has said that I should be miserable because of the good money I will get. I have to go back the 13th to that job and my friends are nonexistent I've been miserable and they are no where to be seen. They never text or call and they live right next door to me and are in my bridal party. I'm trying to stay positive by thinking about my wedding and baby because he means everything to me but nothing works since I feel like I have no one to share in the excitement and try to bring me up emotionally. My fiance has been supportive and I love him for that but I feel bad for always getting so sad. My wedding is still 10 months out so I can't really look at to much until it gets closer so I have nothing to keep my spirits up. Sorry for the vent I just needed to post it somewhere.