I need some love and advice. I want my kids to be close in age and my daughter is 2 but I have…

I need some love and advice. I want my kids to be close in age and my daughter is 2 but I have everybody in my ear talking about how we should wait till we're married and buy a house. I want people to be happy for me this time. I want the gender reveal parties and the maternity photos and all the fun things that come with being pregnant. Unlike the first time where everybody cried and it was no fun at all. Ugh my brain is a mess and I want to cry. 💔💔💔💔