I feel like I've dug myself into a hole and can't get out... I feel so alone and frustrated and sad…

I feel like I've dug myself into a hole and can't get out... I feel so alone and frustrated and sad and overwhelmed. I can't pay rent until Friday... And I can hardly buy food. The Franchise Tax Board took out twice the amount this month than my original installment agreement... I can't get the money back... And I still have my IRS payment to make. It's a gorgeous day outside... And I will be sitting in my room on my computer all day... Trying to get things organized for my business... While my Manager, Whom I pay a ton for, goes vacationing in Europe. I wanted this house to rent even though it was at the top of our budget... And I am just stressing on how I'm going to get everything done & survive... And my little guy will be here in two and a half months... I'm having the easiest pregnancy... But the hardest time with everything else. My Insurance is finally getting taken care of... But all this stress makes me want to give up for a couple hours.