
Hi everyone. I got a nice Surprise from my google account yesterday. It showed me all the pictures I've saved in the last two years and it included videos of my son that I don't get to see. I should have teared up but didn't. I was in awe.
@ncmomma I just hope my parents quit lying to him telling him that they are his parents and I'm his sister, that will bite them in the rear when he's older. His IQ is supposed to be 90/100 at age 7 his is 140. He probably has already started asking them questions. It's sad as soon as they found out I was pregnant with my daughter this time they told me to never contact them again that I'm not their child... oh well their loss. I'm not going to throw myself through the trenches and try to save our relationship when they don't want to.
@ncmomma I gave my parents all my rights to him because I wasn't where I needed to be too take care of him. But they promised to never take him away from me but did it in the end anyways
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@ncmomma that's exactly why I'm not going to worry about them nor the situation. I know they are taking good care of him and I have no worries or doubts about it but it's just a forever emptiness. I actually had a day where I just wanted to talk to my mom because I miss her and we used to have the tightest bond but she told me at that point she didn't ever want to speak to me. But I garuntee that if I was to call her up and tell her I lost the baby or had a abortion that they would start talking to me again. Isn't that pathetic