another month with no success at all,didn't even get to baby dance at all, this month was lousy I…

another month with no success at all,didn't even get to baby dance at all, this month was lousy I doubt next month will fair much better.... I am fed up with trying cause it's just painful watching others around me getting pregnant, or giving birth and I'm all like what about me? my body is stressed out from trying then not trying and getting nowhere, and I feel like my body is against me...like ugh...