The closer it gets to march 7th the heavier my heart gets my oldest child would have been 8 yes old.…

The closer it gets to march 7th the heavier my heart gets my oldest child would have been 8 yes old. I can't help but wonder what it would have been... A boy to carry on his fathers name or a girl for me to teach all the things Ik. My SO doesn't understand cuz he acts like I'm upset because I miss my ex-husband. Umm no I miss the child I could have had. Not that idiot.