I know I should probably lay down as soon as I lay her down, considering how little sleep I actually get. But there's a…

I know I should probably lay down as soon as I lay her down, considering how little sleep I actually get. But there's a reason I wait an hour before laying down. Actually, a couple. Sometimes she wakes up 20-30 mins into sleeping, every once in awhile she'll wake up 45 mins. But if she's asleep for the full hour, she's out for a couple hours. It never fails that if I lay down when I lay her down, she's fussin just as I am dozing off to sleep. And it takes me a good while to fall asleep. (Feels that way anyway) the other reasoning, and I'm glad my hunny understands, I need some time to recoup. 💚💙💤💤