
I two months my cub will be turning 1, I can't believe how fast this went by. I'm happy but sad. I'm happy cause I know he's growing up healthy, strong, and he is so smart. I'm sad cause I know if I blink one too many times he will be grown and not the little boy I can carry around, those little sweet moments a mother and her baby share. All in all I am looking forward to see the man he will someday become.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

A little 4am feeding fun cause I know I'm not the only one awake
I know this sounds sooo fkedup but sometimes i wanna get into a bad accident so my husband sees exactly all the things i do ... and how wrong he is by saying i don’t do enough ( not in those words but the jist of it ) anyway .... i think this all the time . Maybe then he will think differently .

I know you all have got to be tired of all my pictures, but I'm just still so excited to have a little girl!