sorry for the rant but I really need to get this off my chest and I have absolutely nobody to talk…

sorry for the rant but I really need to get this off my chest and I have absolutely nobody to talk to about it. So me and my bd were suppose to go out today but he went to the casino yesterday and lost 700$. Then today we made plans to relax under eachother all day so I gave him some bomb ass head and then he got dressed and said he wanted to chill with his friends today . So now im in the house by myself crying while he is out doing God knows what. All I wanted was some quality time with him but I guess I was asking for too much.