I cant handle this. Not being on my ADD medication is killing me!! Another 4 1/2 months I'm doing my best to stick…

Im sorry, even though I can't fully understand what you are going through, I know my son has a hard time when he doesn't take it. For one day, let alone 40 weeks!

@zuly2312 thanks girl. It's hard, & but besides the motivation aspect. It's the emtional rollarcoaster & overwhemlming of my racing mind. & just so upsetting that I can't even get tasks done I set my mind to do. Even making a list &all the things that should prop my mind into completing I can't. Then it puts me in this aniexty attack depression mood that takes days to bring myself out of. & i just dont know if i can handle it anymore. It's effecting my job, my relations with my family & just my everyday daily basis. & i worry I'm under so much pressure, which in reality would be nothing to an average normal person but to me it's just unexplainable.

I understand I'm not add medication either but not just because I'm pregnant but because of the effects

@kmarie1303 yes I know I promise you I know hun. My son forgets everything. And then panics. The other day I saw him have a melt down it broke me into pieces, he put his juice in the grocery belt at the cashier register and it started to move and it made him panic and he wanted to chase after it, and yelled but then stopped himself. The ppl behind us started laughing until I glared at them because he got emberassed. I think he got distracted and forgot it moved or something or it just took him by surprise. I didn't give him his medicine that day because he had a game and if I do give it to him his chest starts hurting. You are half way there hang in there.

@mami1234 were u be4 pregnancy on medication for it?

@kmarie1303 no i been off for years now. I had no medical insurance after my grandmother died in 2014

@zuly2312 thanks mama! &thats awful. People these days are just a disgrace with their judgmental mantalities it's sickening. I don't tolerate shit like that. I had a broad behind me at a store & i was using food stamps & she started laughing with her bf. I turned around &said something funny?? Ready for some sarcastic answer back &she had to of been like 8 months pregnant. & she responds Nope. & smiled. I smirked back & said didn't think so! Karma comes around tho to ppl like that.

@mami1234 same when my father passed in 2013 I lost my script bc of coverage so I had friends & family that would help me out on times needed bc i really don't like taking it unless absolutely needed which is about every other day to every 2 days my .. but right when I found out I was pregnant I had an appt set up with my doc after waiting months to get in I found out I was carrying. & my obgyn said if u feel u really really need it then u need to be on it. But if u think u can hold off till after babys born then that would be better.. & bc at the time I was so strong at not wanting to be on it & kept telling myself I'd make it so I cancelled appt. .. now I'm re- scheduling it today so I can be in foresure by the time I have baby & possible get it be4 so no hoops to jump through later on. I just probably won't take it & just save the script till after.