Antidepressants aren't magical happy pills, some days are easier than others but getting pregnant so…

Antidepressants aren't magical happy pills, some days are easier than others but getting pregnant so soon after reconciling with the husband was definitely not what I was hoping for. Some days I wish I could end it all, but I always think of my kids.. this little life grows inside of me yet all I feel is sadness and selfishness because I should have been smarter than to have allowed myself to get pregnant in the first place.