I just want to enjoy this pregnancy guilt free. Plan the maternity photos and baby shower and take…

I just want to enjoy this pregnancy guilt free. Plan the maternity photos and baby shower and take all the moments to enjoy her rather than just some. I've been putting my other real life responsibilities on the back burner To an extent some on purpose and some just bc my brain can't remember everything anymore. I have so much to do with work school and preparing for internship for August in the next 3 week I'm so over whelmed. I know that it will be rewarded with some amazing things come March and April. But today I wanna cry and I'm having self doubt and I hate this feeling.