I have no idea how I am going to go back to work when the time comes. My friend got me an electric…

I have no idea how I am going to go back to work when the time comes. My friend got me an electric breast pump and I need to pick it up. Well, I'm having a hard time leaving my son. My SO's mom said she'll watch him and I'm okay with it, but now the thought of being away from him is killing me. 😪😪😪😪😪😪😪