my SO & father of my babies left us. yet again. I've loved him since I was 14. I've had 2 kids by him. I don't want this…

Heartbreak is the worst. Don't be afraid to just let it all out cry scream whatever. Maybe you guys can work things out! I've had a mountainous road with my sons father we go back and forth.

@missjess the way he treats me. I don't want to let myself take him back. but he's still here and I just want to go cuddle him and tell me I'll be fine. but I know nothings going to change. and everybody sees that. and he wants to leave anyways. Idk anymore😭😭

Yeah I know the feeling well 😕

You have to value yourself and think of what do you deserve and what do your kids deserve. What example do you want to give them? Do you want your daughter to be treated by her future partner the way he treats you? If yes, stay with him. If the answer is no, then you are better of as co parents and not as lovers. The right man will come, you are young, and you will meet someone who will love you and your children. Never settle for anything less than what you deserve. Love yourself boo!

My ex still tries to contact me about getting back together, we've been broken up for about 3 months. I don't want my son to treat women the way his father treated me, I'd rather be alone. It's hard, but you just have to remember everything that's happened and what will continue to happen if you let it