Is there anyone else that is down right disgusted by there period. Like everything about it makes…

Is there anyone else that is down right disgusted by there period. Like everything about it makes you want to get sick. I hate everything that has to come with it. I hate the smell of it, I hate changing my pad, I hate taking a shower why on my period. I feel so gross and disgusting every time I have it. Is there any way I can change my outlook on this or is there any other lady's going thought this. Need help with this I feel so bad that I feel this way. It got worse after I had my son almost 6 months ago.