
This is the only photo with no makeup and no filter, that I actually really like of myself. Even at home I feel like a little coverup for my under eye bags is needed. I mean, obviously this picture was taken in better lighting, but I still feel good about it. I wish that I wasn't so low on self esteem though. I feel like I had a baby 4 months ago and everything is different. My boobs are forever changed by breastfeeding. They're not sagging but they are not as perky as before. My tummy has looser skin on it and I can't find enough time to be doing sit ups every day. My husband says he loves my body, I wish I felt the same. Sorry for the rant. Just been struggling today. My grandma just passed away last month and now my mom is in a deep depression and won't pay her bills, probably is going to get evicted, and is talking of suicide. I'm just so overwhelmed.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
AF due 29th, anyone else?
Hi all AF is due 29th Sept for me feels like forever away. Has anyone tested yet or when do you plan on testing x
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.