@shayrenee, that sounds difficult... I've never experienced that personally... just seem to attract selfish people as friends... they are very good at taking my friendship... but not so good at returning it! 🤔 my husband is a bit like you I think, he struggles to meet new people... he uses me as social lubricant! 😅 maybe you need to find someone who can be social lubricant for you! 😏

I'm just so shy. My anxiety skyrockets when talking to people. My mind goes completely blank. I can't have conversations so I end up lonely.

I seem to be this friend to a few... but I don't have one I can go to either! Basically, I just vent to my husband about himself! lol