I have learnt so much and felt so many emotions and feelings over the past 2 years, I've discovered I'm scared of things…

I have learnt so much and felt so many emotions and feelings over the past 2 years, I've discovered I'm scared of things that I never even thought about before and I've discovered I'm not scared of things I always thought I was. Being a mother has changed my outlook on life completely. I strive to be the best person and mother I can possibly be, I have pushed myself to my limits, mentally and physically to make sure my little boy will never go without. I have realised that not every comment needs a reaction and not every insult needs a comeback, I've learnt that sometimes you just have to sit back and wait, let karma do it's job. I've watched people leave my life and I've welcomed new people in. I've fallen in love with Kurt even more watching him be a father and an amazing one at that, to Harry. He may have doubted himself in the beginning but to look at our gorgeous little babe, knowing how clever he is and happy... We know we've done something right. I'm a changed person and I owe it to my child, he's changed our worlds completely, tipped us upside down and round and round, but we're in a better place for it and for that, I will never be able to thank him enough. I'll succeed on my journey and I'm gonna make my boys proud, that's a promise.