Today is my last day of being a mommy of one this is my first time I'm having a planned repeat…

Today is my last day of being a mommy of one this is my first time I'm having a planned repeat c-section and I'm terrified I've never been away from my son and I don't know if my mom can bring him to the hospital. He was my miracle after so many losses with my other pregnancies never thought I would have another.