I'm so agitated. My dad and stepmom took my son to Mississippi to her friend's kid's birthday, which…

I'm so agitated. My dad and stepmom took my son to Mississippi to her friend's kid's birthday, which I already didn't like the idea of but I work once a week on Saturdays and had nobody else to baby sit. I've been off work since 3:30 and they decided to go have dinner with their friends. My so is EBF, mind you! So I'm here engorged and depressed bc I literally never spend a second away from my son unless I am at school or work and I'm busy then so it's different than going shopping at the grocery store by yourself or being home by yourself. I just want to cry the whole time I'm so anxious and sad. I can't enjoy me-time even if I did get it. I have no idea how to even start dating because I might end up crying missing my son and freak someone out 😅Lord have mercy, I wish I could just take this as a good thing but I can't.