I'm Done ttc!! I hate my body!! It wants to make me think I'm crazy!! I'm done!! No more ttc!! If I…

with pregnancy you have to be patient, the more you think about it the harder it will be. I'm trying to convince myself I just got off my iud two weeks ago, I'm taking it easy no rush 😊

@ruthie I got off my iud 19 months ago....I miscarriage 11 months ago....

@mamachelle Yeah! It sucks!! I thought ttc would be so easy. Since our first baby was an unplanned blessing. :) But I guess I was wrong!!

it will happen don't worry.

@mamachelle I'm sorry :( that sucks! Idk? why it's so easy for some and so difficult for others! makes no sense what so ever!! ugh!

@ruthie Thank you! I wish I had your faith :/. I just don't have the faith right now. 59 days since my last Af. Went to the doctors today and BFN! No Af! But BFN! ugh!! Had what I thought was implantation bleeding/ spotting this month! But Whatever!! Body wants to be super stuipd!!

totally understand this pcos is the devil 😣😒😟😔

@sapphirelevaou I'm sorry :(. Yeah I'm going to have to see the doctor now. An run some tests..This is just getting ridiculous. I'm sad and depressed, angry. I just don't want my sweet baby boy to be alone. I just want him to grow up and be able to complain about his parents to a sibling. Let's face it the only people that understand how crazy your parents are is a sibling hahaha. Idk? I'm just a little lost I guess. I want to be so content with just my sweet baby boy. I feel like their is just a hole in my heart....

@hfarb17 try naprotechnology

Whats that?

stop trying thats when i always became pregnant right after i just quit trying maybe you'll be like me lol