I'm just finished with you over all. Every female I argued with talk about you... this time you…

I'm just finished with you over all. Every female I argued with talk about you... this time you thought that it was going to be me that's looking crazy, actually you're the one that's looking crazy too because she said that your dick is little and it's not big enough for her & you obsessed with her and it's not even a whole month and that you already telling her that you love her and you was asking her to meet your mom and you just really started talking to her you took her in that crusty ass basement and ate her out on the bench and didn't even get to fuck, you pathetic as fuck and you always telling her that you want her to come see you and she is real life hoeing you & you sent her a picture of you getting out the shower and she laughed at you and told her friend that you got a shrimp you just pathetic you're making me look super bad she said the only reason she make statuses about you is because you make statuses about her and you talking about you going to get her a promise ring and it's a shame she said that she told you not to and that you should get your daughter something you be all for the people that don't even want you for real and it's crazy how you saying you going to get her something for Valentine's Day and can't even get your daughter anything you always want her to leave from her daughter to go see you that explains a lot considering you barely come see your own child you don't even ask me to bring cam and she said you said you don't even care about byrd finding out SMH you claim that you & Bam was friends when you and Byrd was too you're a hypocrite. You type this bitch good morning and being sending paragraphs every day saying you don't know what you would do if you lost her she told me literally everything and you sound so stupid she said what she be saying saying back to she be giving you one word answers saying awww and basic shit while you're pouring your heart out after you said that you not trying to be in a relationship and you not trying to mess with nobody you just a liar and literally done with you. You don't want your family but u wanna go play step daddy and be a family with someone else? Considering she said that you said she gone have your first son like the two u got ain't enough and you lied about the abortion she said u told her shanell said she wanted a baby and u did it and never told her to get one... & you also told her my business about my miscarriage and everything. About what happened to me at the hospital all this to a bitch that's literally hoeing you. But you leave out the parts where u come over have sex and eat me out make me feel special in that moment to do this. What happened the other day was different but it all means nothing... Then to top it all you had ate her out then kissed on my baby I swear I'm getting as far away from you as I can my heart is literally broke I feel it. Idk why I deserve this shit, idk why me... I'm close to ending it all but I look to the side of me and see my baby staring. I go against people that REALLY love me for you. I dont have sex because I don't want anyone touching me besides you... Lust goes away but love doesn't.. My heart is literally hurting. It's safe to say I'm still in love.... That's why I do what I do IG. You don't know how it feels to love somebody soo bad, pray for them , only to see they want anybody except you because of mistakes. I don't think anyone will ever love you as much as I do... But That's all about to change, I'll have to get counseling again & medication again, eventually the court stuff but thanks for ruining me.. Cause idk who I am anymore and it kills me. I'm just stupid