I got depression so bad I feel like dying 😢 💔 my man is so mean to me and he doesn't show me affection anymore.. comes home from work and doesn't even hold me or hold my hand unless I make him ask him or just have a complete mood change.. he says he wants to come home from work and relax but he can relax and still hold me or my hand :/ I get so hurt and angry by him I push him and sometimes hit him which I know is bad and it isn't me. And he says we are done. He bought McDonald's and I don't even want to eat. Mines still outside in the car.. he's on the couch. He's got the baby cause I was up all night with her. He goes to work in 2 hours so he believes he gets to sleep and I don't. But he's got the baby so I won't be a bitch anymore.. it's his actions that me the bitch I am. I am just soo hurt and depressed and done with life. 💔
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Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
Wow I can't leave for a couple hours to find clothes for work without my husband calling me freaking out cause Ben won't stop crying how's he going to handle me going to work he's bitched at me for months to get a job cause he won't so I do but yet he can't handle the kids I come home my house is trashed he let kids get into baby girls stuff and he never fed Ben besides trying to give him a bottle
Sometimes I have no patience for my dog. He's a puppy and he constantly wants me to hold him or pick him up and he constantly cries. My patience while pregnant is literally at 0 and I feel bad because he's just a baby but I can't help it his crying irritates me 😭
Have you thought about going to your doctor and seeing if there is something they can do? What you are feeling is very normal, especially after having a baby. You need to start taking care of you.