I have a baby boy I'm happy but when I had him I got postpartum depression. I'm in therapy now my…

I have a baby boy I'm happy but when I had him I got postpartum depression. I'm in therapy now my life change after I had him is so hard to be a mom I left my job to stay home and take care of him . My husband works so I m home alone most of the day . I miss work but I do not want to put him in daycare . Well this is my life now but some time I miss my old life .