The best thing I ever did was have my son, I swear I just stare at him in amazement. He is a constant reminder to me of Gods power, timing and of the beauty of love. I remember being scared to go through with the pregnancy because my boyfriend got laid off and I was in school and dealing with medical issues. I swore if we had him he'd either be extremely sick or we wouldn't be able to provide but as always God had other plans. Just two months before my due date he got a wonderful job that allowed me to be a SAHM, I am beyond grateful because I was able to fully recover physically and have been able to be present at basically every moment of our little boys life. At times I do miss my premom days but they weren't as wonderful as these days are. I've never known how deeply you can love a human being. And as I lay in bed with his tiny body smushed against mine with his arm on my back and hearing the wonderful sounds of his snoring I can't imagine being anywhere but here..... that is until he either kicks me in the side or smacks me in the face