Nope I couldn't hold it in so here I am in the bathroom at work bawling like some little…

Nope I couldn't hold it in so here I am in the bathroom at work bawling like some little weakling....ugh....I need to get ahold of myself....I was jusy rly hoping he would come home and visit but I don't blame him for not wanting to drive all that for a short amount of time....but still here I am crying...this sucks.