Going to go ahead a vent. cx I have two sons and I'm engaged to a wonderful man. We recently got a…

Going to go ahead a vent. cx I have two sons and I'm engaged to a wonderful man. We recently got a great new apartment. I got all the utilities in our name, I thought. Our power bill was addressed to the apt complex itself, not our apt number. So our manager has been paying our bill for the past two months. She wasn't going to tell us but her manager said she had too. So we had to get electric turned on which was a $200 deposit. We already had half rent and half our cable bill saved, so we had to take the 200 out and that screwed us over big time. My sons birthdays are next month and we have just one party for the both of them since they're still young. Since we had to take out that 200, we're not going to have much to get for them and I feel so awful. I just want to cry because I try to give them everything they deserve. My mom tells me not to stress over it, but how can I not? My babies deserve the world and I can't give it to them. :(