Question... Before I had my LO , I was NEVER on Birth Control.! ....until my PP checkup and my doc…

Question...

Before I had my LO , I was NEVER on Birth Control.!

....until my PP checkup and my doc made it as though I just needed to be on some kind of contraceptive. I didn't want any patch, shots, rings or none of that I just stuck with PILLS💊. (thinking if it didn't work then I would just discontinue the usage not knowing any better)

So knowing I'm not a medicine person it was hard keeping up with taking pills at the same time each day and missing 1 day I was told to double up the next day and then seems as though if I missed a day then my cycle would come on!

My last cycle was Dec. 8-12 and then again Dec. 19-23. I finished those and I was suppose to go get my refill pills to begin the next day and never went to pick them up.😶 It made me feel kinda abnormal since I know I'm irregular. I'm not use to bleeding as much especially in just one months time.

Now according to my calendar it says I'm late 9days 😳 I'm kinda scared .. Is this normal ?

Should I start back taking the pills to regulate my cycles or will that make a difference? #HELP