So my husband tells me today that if we get a negative on Wednesday we will cancel fertility appointment:( it made me feel soo sad.
I tried for 5 years for my little one. It was 3 years no treatments and two with. I know the heartbreak when you look down and see it's neg once again. Stay positive, I know that's hard to do because i always felt so lonely going through it but when we decided to take a break that's when I found out I was pregnant. Don't give up and make sure your husband knows these things take time. If you guys want a family don't ever give up on that possibility. If you ever need someone to talk to feel free to message me I know how frustrating it can be and how dark of feelings you can get.
thia month is our second month. this Wednesday i find out if tjia cycle worked. which i really hope it did. No lie i would cry if its another fail. if right now i feel so sentimental just thinking about the worst.
its is really frustrating sad depressing waiting the tww gets even harder. The month goes by soo slow. the reason why my husband want to stop is because we need to move to an apartment asap and trying to pay to finish paying the lawyer thats helping us fix him papers. and we both work at the same place so ww constantly have to miss or leave early to get to our appointment.