It's 2 in the morning and I'm up with babygirl about to change and feed her . She's been here for 3…

It's 2 in the morning and I'm up with babygirl about to change and feed her . She's been here for 3 days now and I realize that during the day she can care less if she's held or not she's nice and calm but at night time she HAS to be close to me she wants to be held which is so hard to do here at the hospital because they want babies to stay in there own bed at night so there's no chances of you falling asleep . I cant wait till I leave later so I can attend to my baby how I like .