guys I can't believe this was me.. over 150 lbs heavier, that little baby in the middle is that big boy in the middle. since this pic I have lost weight even still as this pic was taken in August. now that I'm 24 weeks pregnant I feel anxiety building as I begin to think of all the work I'll have to do, the fear of looking like that again is almost too much at times. Now I know that I'm FAR from being this person but sometimes my mind plays tricks on me.. Can I get a moment of silence for how freaking amazingly awesome my hubby is.. Not only does he stand by me through thick and thin he is my biggest fan, always cheering me on and NEVER letting what others consider "beautiful or perfect" get in between us. He is my rock, my Bestfriend I truly am blessed in many more ways than I can explain #hardworkpaysoff