Today is my birthday and I'm 19 years old! :) I have many things I'm thankful for.. but what I am…

Today is my birthday and I'm 19 years old! :)

I have many things I'm thankful for.. but what I am most thankful for is that I have Nevaeh Grace growing very slow, steady and on time.

Man I have such an attachment to her and I haven't even met her yet. I didn't have one before I found out the gender and I believe it's because I couldn't envision the future because I didn't know if it's a "he" or "she" or if baby was healthy. If baby would make it. I think realistically and things happen everyday I wasn't trying to be brutal lol.

Out of everything that's happened in my life. I'm thankful for my mother for having me, and thankful for Nevaeh coming soon enough. I won't ever be ready to give birth, or to take care of a baby. But with the unconditional love I already have for her, I'll make it work ten fold. Just to see her smile.