so I'm 27 weeks today. I go in on Friday for my glucose test. but I have been so stressed. I can't wait to meet my little man. and my 3 yr old daughter is so excited to meet her brother. she's always kissing my belly saying my brother is my best friend. But I'm just really depressed bc there dad and I are going through it. and I really don't know what I should do. so I called a therapist today. I really want us to make this work. We're going on 9 yrs. and it's crazy that when we have kids we go through stuff. but all the years we were trying and the dr were saying I couldn't get pregnant. we were fine. it hurts a lot. and he doesn't get it. I feel like if you can't be here and help while I'm on bed rest. when I really need you. so our son doesn't come early. and I have a safe and healthy delivery for him and me. then why should I believe him when he says I got you. I'm like what does that really mean. bc actions speak louder than words. idk just needed to vent a little. have a blessed day ladies. much love
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
So My coworker does not get vaccinated for anything due to religious practices and she’s worried about our job making it mandatory since they discussed it earlier this week. It’s crazy how when vaccines even started or came about we were told it would be voluntary but now it’s mandatory and people need a verification card to go certain places. We even have certain states doing lottery drawings just to make people get it. people shouldn’t fear losing their jobs or having to go against their relig...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
cats and babies
My so and I haven't been able to have cats for years. Last year we moved into our own house. So says we can have a cat now.
The Chinese gender predictor says I'm having a girl so I'm having a girl😂 I really don't know until next month BUT I'm going with it. (Only cus I want a girl)