My SO and I have been together for 4 years now and I don't feel the same as I used to.. I got pregnant when we were still in the honeymoon phase and since then everything has gone down hill. Not all of it is his fault.. a lot has to do with his mother whom we live with. I hate her and.. I mean I don't wish bad things on her cuz I'm a Buddhist but if she was standing in the street and a car was coming I'd probably go make a sammich.. (is that too harsh? Oh well..) anyways it's gotten so bad between me and my bf that I don't want to marry him anymore. He thinks I'm kidding when I say that but I mean it in all seriousness.. he guilt trips me into staying here. Im sick of fighting. Im sick of being a housewife cuz I never signed up to be one. I was a workaholic before I got pregnant then just like that I could no longer support myself.. I trusted him and just as much his mom to float me for awhile til I could get my good job after school cuz staying home was THEIR idea. I was the one who said it wouldn't work.. and it frickin didn't! 😒so now I'm so stuck it's unreal. I haven't worked in so long that I'm actually nervous to go back.. I was a supervisor at my last 2 jobs for eff sakes! Ehhh idk what the point of this post was.. I'm sorry I'm super tired. I guess I feel like im in a glass hole and I can't climb out anymore😞