Just venting.. Pretty sure I'm getting early baby blues already. 37 weeks and feel like complete…

Just venting.. Pretty sure I'm getting early baby blues already. 37 weeks and feel like complete shit. I'm in so much pain, I can't even roll over in bed with out crying. I look like a beached whale. My emotions are all over the place. Idk what to do anymore. I just want to cry! My husband tries to make it better then he just sits there and makes it worse. We are use to having sex all the time, but like hello I can barley walk how do you want me to have sex. Usually I'm always doing the work it was easier that way. So back track, to Thursday we had sex. He finished. Friday

We had sex again but he didn't cause I start getting really bad pains in my belly. And he just gives me this look of dissatisfaction and disappointment. And it doesn't make me feel any better about my self. Didn't have sex yesterday. So I'm like screw it we'll try again today, we had sex for over a hour and all kinds of different ways and he still didn't finish. I was worn out like I couldn't go anymore. And a hour! It hasn't been that long is months. So he just exhales real loud and walks into the bathroom and shuts the door and I hear him punch the floor and he stays in there for about 5 min. And now I feel even worse. I just want to crawl under a freaking rock and stay there!!!! Like does he not know all that shit makes me feel like crap!!!! And then he comes out and says tomorrow remind me to call my son. Like tf? That's what your thinking about right now?? Like cool whatever and I told him I wanted to switch him sides on the bed cause I could grab the night stand to get up with night if I needed too and this dude goes and lays down on that side. Like I'm not gunna keep repeating myself. So I just grab my pillow and go to my couch. Im fed up and just done with everything. I can't wait to get this baby out! 😔