Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Wish I could go home and go lay in my bed .. I'm not leaving the hospital till I can give birth & idk when he's ready to come but my water is fully broke , I'm 29 weeks and my son is only 2 pounds 15 ounces 😔 pray for me and my son

So my water just broke and I have no idea what I'm supposed to do and I'm home alone

I'm home alone and...

MY WATER JUST BROKE ?

who is a stay home mom ? My husband said I can stay home when I give birth I just wonder how it’s going to be with two kids