I wish I could turn back time and re-do my pregnancy. When I found out I was pregnant my…

I wish I could turn back time and re-do my pregnancy. When I found out I was pregnant my sister-in-law decided to go ahead and do IVF (she can't get pregnant any other way) so we would be pregnant at the same time. Well the first round didn't take. Since I knew how bad she had been struggling and wanted to have a kid I felt like I couldn't show how happy I was about being pregnant without hurting her and feeling like I was rubbing it in her face. Because of this I didn't talk about it much or anything. I wanted to show off my ultrasounds so bad but I never did, I just acted like it wasn't a big deal. I didn't even do maternity pics or take pictures of my belly often. Now I'm hating myself for it bad.