Good morning ladies ! Yesterday was such a long day! Scarlette had her 18 month appointment and got her last shot until she starts school, besides her regular yearly flu shots ! She has all her teeth now except her 2 year molars which by the way, her doctor said her teeth are very healthy and have perfect spacing !! She is now 25 pounds and 31 inches tall ! Still cant believe this is my little tiny baby that was in 0 percentile at birth! After her appointment, I had an appointment for ultrasound...

When I tell you I feel like a new human being!!!! For those of you going natural more power to you!!! OMG I thought I was dying with these contractions!!! when I 1st got here I was 2cm... now I'm 4cm... I got my epidural && when I tell you I can barely wiggle my toes.. but I feel amazing!! No need for induction tonight cuz I'm in active labor baby!!!!

So I went in with reduced movements my little lady was wiggling constantly 😳 am sure they do it on purpose to make you look daft! Midwife gave me a sweep and said doctor wanted me booked in for induction tomorrow 😳😳😳😳😳... I'm scared and also exited I have to ring up at nine tomorrow to check there's a bed available xxxx

I went to my ultrasound appt so excited yesterday with my sister we were so excited to hear the babies heart beats and see them wiggle around... the ultrasonographer put the ultrasound tool on my belly looked around and said she needed help... I asked if everything was okay and she told me she wasn't sure but she knew... my doctor came in the room to "help" her she told me that my twins had no heart beat. she told me she doesn't know why because they were growing right where they should have bee...

Okay, Sooo.. I Just Went To The Restroom To Empty My Bladder... Walked To My Room &’ I Guess Fluid Came Out??? It Was A Gush Of It &’ It Was Clear, No Smell Or Signs Of Blood... I’m Not Cramping/Having Contractions Or Anything.. My Baby Was Just Wiggling Around Before I Got Up.. But It Was Just Weird To Me Bc It’s Never Happened Either... MAYBE I Should Go To Sleep🤦‍♀️