Had a dream that I was in my G-ma's backyard, we were having a party... I looked down at my bare…

Had a dream that I was in my G-ma's backyard, we were having a party... I looked down at my bare stomach and could see my baby's face outline/shape pushing through the top left part of my stomach (too high... right next to my left upper rib cage) And I thought it was cute and crazy... I said, "Awwwwwweeeee." I held his head (through my skin) still so others could see the face... And then my skin ripped and tore until his face and entire head came through the skin!!!! He was trying to open his eyes... And his right eye had a cut in the eye lid... I was looking for some of my Gymnastics Nurse Parents to help me cinch off the umbilical cord. It was not messy... No Fluids or blood or anything gory... Besides the skin ripping... And I remember looking at my due date that I was past... And wondering if I should go to the hospital to try to have him (before he ripped through) because I didn't think I was going to make it any further. After he was out... I looked down at my belly and there was thick skin with a zipper opened, staples opened... And thread from very large and loose stitching undone... I was looking for someone (A nurse from my gym) to help me because I was just walking around with that situation under my shirt... And then I woke up. 🙄 In real life... I'm not due for another 4 months!!!!... But I was having shortness of breath last night, thinking... "How am I going to last the whole pregnancy?" 😏Oh... And I DO NOT want a C-Section... But I'm also terrified (less than a C-Section) of Vaginal Birth. 😂