I'm going to be 21 in April in October I'm planning to go to Vegas which I want to drink . I'm a single mom and no one but me watches my daughter sometimes very rare my parents do. They will be going. My cousin wants to watch my daughter and such. I asked her if Sunday should could watch her for an hour so that my daughter will be used to her. My dad looked at me with discuss. Why do I feel like a bad mom? should I feel this way ?