I don't know about you guys but this is the first time I've really cold turkey tried exercising since I gave birth ( c-section delivery) to my now 14-month-old son and just some simple beginners Pilates is making me feel sick... I really am trying to stay determined but it's killing me haha. Although I will say that I have lost 7 pounds within the last three weeks taking me from 223 pounds to 216. I know it doesn't seem like much and some of you might be completely disgusted that I let myself get so big (I'm not too proud of myself for it either) but I'm pretty excited about it. There's no excuses viable. I've decided that if I find out that I'm unfortunately not pregnant I'm going to go full throttle into my exercise and get down to my almost goal weight (145pounds goal being 120)before I try to conceive again. Momma on a mission!😤😩😋
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I need some advice. Me and my fiancé are currently trying to become pregnant and haven't had success is there anything you guys have tried to get pregnant? Also I was on the depo shot for 3& a half years I've been off it for a year and a half now and never got my period back. But a couple weeks ago I had some spotting with blood. It lasted a couple days and went away then yesterday I had some spotting this time with no blood. I'm really trying to have a baby soon. It's all me and my fiancé have ...
I really really hate the fact that I got stretch marks on my boobs. And it kinda bothers me when mommas tell me they are something to be proud of because it's my baby tattoos or my proof I was growing a miracle...I'm pretty sure once my son is in this world with me HE will be the proof I grew a miracle inside me. I know they try to make me feel better about it but there really is nothing beautiful about stretch marks! No matter how you put it.

Ok I know I've done a few of these but my friend posted this on FB and we're getting some hilarious results. This was my last text:
I kind of suffered from postpartum depression after I had my first due to me being self conscious about my weight and not accepting my appearance. I made a promise to myself this time no matter what I'm going to eat better and exercise.