sometimes I say I want this baby, sometimes I don't. I'm telling yall. it was VERY UNEXPECTED. I'm…

sometimes I say I want this baby, sometimes I don't. I'm telling yall. it was VERY UNEXPECTED. I'm excited and then I have my moments. I just wish I gave it more time for my son to have a sibling. all my attention then would have to be distributed evenly and I couldn't even do that the first time cause I just wanted my son. these hormones. go away.. my child is a blessing. we really don't know God's plan for our lives and maybe, it's a great thing it's happening to me. how would I know...I don't. but faith got me here , where I am, stronger than ever.