I'm becoming very concerned about a particular Mama on here who seems to be suffering with postpartum psychosis. I truly hope you can find the courage to admit yourself to a hospital so that you can keep yourself and your child safe. I am extremely worried and I hope you can see what a wonderful blessing your baby is. I won't name her but I hope she sees this. I see other Mamas talking down to her when they probably have no idea how she is feeling. Nobody chooses to feel how she is feeling.