Any week now my husband will be reenlisting into the military. He just wants to make sure he can…

Any week now my husband will be reenlisting into the military. He just wants to make sure he can pass his run time two more time in the next week or so, then we will go and start the process. The first time he was in the military I was fine but I didn't have my daughter so everything was so much more easier. Now just the simplest things makes me worried. I live in an apartment upstairs so just simple things such as taking the trash out. Do I leave my child in the house and take it out, or laundry how do I carry my child and laundry to wash them up and down stairs, or loading her and things in the car do I put her in the car with the car running, lock the car then grab the things I need or do I load the car first and leave my child in the apartment alone then come back for her. Or who's going to hold my daughter down during her one year shots. My husband has always held her during all her shots. What do I do when my child cries for her dad and I know he isn't coming home but she won't understand why. Just that daddy was here one day and gone the next Just the simplest things that I know a lot of single mothers do worries me. It may sound dumb but I have become so use to my husband helping me and being around and now he's about to leave for who knows how long to do training, God knows where. I know I will figure it out, I know I'll be able to do it but gosh am I starting to realize after months of talking about it that the time is almost here. The time that I will be basically a single mom doing everything on my own, paying all the bills, and back to worring about my husband while he's away. Back to being a military wife to being alone and being strong for my daughter. There will soon be no more help from anyone just me and my daughter. I will have to do everything with no support, no help, no family, no friends, just me. It's time to enjoy every single moment with my husband while I have the time.