I don't even know how much I can take anymore. today has been hell, disappointment, physical pain, all seemed good for,…

I don't even know how much I can take anymore. today has been hell, disappointment, physical pain, all seemed good for, mmm a few hours, then anger and frustration and a fever. if it weren't for my little girl I wouldn't even bother to give a crap anymore and just let my kidneys do one last final job and polish me off