well today is official. I'm a single mom of 2. No worries its like I've been holding my little family down all by myself anyways. I rather be broke single and happy. Then in a so called relationship still broke and unhappy paying rent and all the bills and furniture in this house. I feel a 180lbs of dead weigh is lefted off my shoulders..
OMG!! I thought my water broke and it was my stupid water bottle that spilled all over the bed!! I was screaming I'm in labor .my water broke and i wasn't 🙊 I'm so embarrassed😳 #Fail
I don't care what ppl think of me, but I'm seriously considering putting my baby up for adoption. I love her with all of heart, but doing this alone is hard. Every single night she just screams to the top of her lungs and I do everything to soothe her. I don't know what to do at all. I wish I had some kind of help. I don't have a single ounce of help. I don't know a single soul in Minnesota either.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
My ecig broke today... I might cry😢😭
Was so close to having my daughter this way but as i pushed my water broke 😩
