sitting here with little Chloe and I look at the clock to write down her feeding and I start to think of how I was in…

sitting here with little Chloe and I look at the clock to write down her feeding and I start to think of how I was in labor at this time. I had my water broken and was feeling strong contractions every 2 minutes. my husband and my mom on each side. my mom telling me to look at him because it helped me calm down. I remember the nurse came in and checked me i went to 8cm dilated, then 9cm. it was all happening so fast. that last cm was coming and i was just trying to deal with the pain. I kept saying no no no and help me. I wasn't screaming but I was in serious pain. I kept saying I had to push. the nurse finally came in and said I was 10cm and could start pushing. I started once she said that. then all i hear is stop stop stop. they told me not to push or i will tear and to let her stretch me out for a few minutes. I felt her coming out and she was right there. I didn't want to stop pushing but some how i managed. then I asked can i keep pushing and after a few times of me asking she finally said yes and as soon as I pushed she came flying out and next thing I knew baby girl was on my chest. 9 minutes of pushing and I had a beautiful baby girl. it is truly a miracle how we create life. it is so beautiful and precious. never take your life or your child's life for granted because everything happens for a reason and they are the most beautiful things that have ever been created. every day i look at my baby girl and say.. I really can not believe daddy and I made you. you are truly a blessing to us. she has brought us closer together as a family and has brought so much love to our hearts. Chloe Faith is our little girl and we couldn't be happier 💜