Yes I miss not having to worry about how much alcohol I drink,

I miss having the friends I did that I can no longer relate to,

I miss not having to worry about cleaning constantly or sterilising bottles or making sure all the washing has been done,

I miss having a social life,

I miss not running upstairs every 5 minutes to check my daughter is okay because she is being too quiet,

I miss working and being able to have a laugh with my colleagues,

I miss many things, but would I change my life being a mummy for one second? God no! My beautiful daughter is all I have ever dreamed about! She is too perfect all every way! Between my daughter and my other half (my dog too) I wouldn't sacrifice what I have with them for any of those things I miss!

I can't wait to see how this next year pans out, and no it may not be the best start to the year (due to personal bullshit) I have my daughter and the love of my life (and my dog) what more could I want?

Happy new year everyone, I hope you have a great year!